Surprise

You think that you were hurting me,

but I promise I was letting you.

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The cliffhanger

Wait…shhh…

Just when you thought the chemistry was waning

and the want to kiss you was fading;

That the thought of us was too real

And that the reality of us working was unreal;

The universe turned us both upside down…

Think about it though!

24 hours in a day,

7 days a week, 

We have a choice that seems detrimental if we choose incorrectly;

And yet, we’ve chosen one another…still

31 and 26 years old to date

We both feel like time is running out and tomorrow isn’t even a consideration!

We think and rethink our choices

And then

Nights like this remind us that we are

Indeed too infinite to plan around…

The last hoorah.

Toxic.
Your eyes,
No hope.
Inside,
Dying.
Friendships,
Dying.
Trust,
Dying.
Loyalty,
A lie.
Never will
We breathe
Clean air
Because we are
Polluted
By a surrounding so dirty,
By people, so dirty;
Uncontrolled,
Controlling
Us
Like puppets.
You leave
8 days
Away,
Far away.
My heart will break
But,
My air will be
Clean then.

Mhm…

Look up baby
Because I am watching you and not the television screen
Reading you like a book written in sign language
Playing it safe until I know that you’re ready for me
Taking notes of poetry each time you doubt the kind of love you’ve received…

The expectation of perfection only pulls me in; my kiss to your lips are laced with flavors of your past sins, I want to drive you crazy so you learn the real meaning of love without boundaries…

I do it all to watch you squirm…