The cliffhanger


Just when you thought the chemistry was waning

and the want to kiss you was fading;

That the thought of us was too real

And that the reality of us working was unreal;

The universe turned us both upside down…

Think about it though!

24 hours in a day,

7 days a week, 

We have a choice that seems detrimental if we choose incorrectly;

And yet, we’ve chosen one another…still

31 and 26 years old to date

We both feel like time is running out and tomorrow isn’t even a consideration!

We think and rethink our choices

And then

Nights like this remind us that we are

Indeed too infinite to plan around…



Every fight felt like I was mourning the loss of the greatest love of my life.

And now…I am wondering how I am going to pay for the burial.


I firmly believe that the essence of anxiety in regards to love, is the fear of leaving the safety of unhappiness to enter A world where we have to deal with ourselves and our truest expectations, no matter how unhealthy. A security blanket wrapped in a clinical diagnosis…

I don’t know which is worse, being loved fearfully, or the fact that I am closing in on the truth that someday, she will find her strength and leave me for what makes her happy.