Never met someone so proud of their emotional burdens before,
Afraid to be alone
Yet, that she’s so determined for.
The one with the biggest wall up
Searching hard for stability.
Perhaps I should have known the moment you put on your shy routine,
You are a kid still learning, processing life’s intricacies.
I can’t be mad at you for that.
But I still can’t help but be bothered by the roller coaster,
I’ve offered you an out, so many time before.
And perhaps I’m reacting strongly, but people
Get tired of being weighed down by repeated occurrences,
I’ve asked you to ask me…whatever, how many times now
And I still have to decipher messages from your social feeds.