I keep asking myself what the loneliness will cost me.
Quiet thoughts that control my surroundings
An empty heart that paid the highest price to go on vacation
The removal of hope that keeps allowing for me to bet on a lost dream,
Or simply the chance to fade away from society on my own terms, peacefully.
I’ve lost all before January 2015, and now I’m just ready to lay against the carpet in my empty apartment, no phone, no worries, no feelings.