A divided partnership
My mind is this relationships backbone
Putting the abuse into perspective
I love him, my heart broken with actions
but mended with words
Skipping a beat when I hear the beat of your ringtone
You’ve walked on me for the last time
Your fabricated words of love so heavy, trying to crack my hearts shield
But not with those unloving actions administering this experience
Each touch feels like silk, nothing can replace this exciting
anxiety as it hits me in speeds like going through a wind tunnel.
A part of me feels cheated, left with nothing to show but gray hairs
and my thoughts.
My mind is this relationships backbone.
My heart is this relationships cheerleader.
Dancing, bouncing across walls. My picture perfect family
too many blemishes.
My heart, my mind. A divided partnership.
With each thought moving me forward
Each heart beat moving me backward
A twisted dance created by insecurity masked in contentment.