A divided partnership
-My mind is this relationships backbone
-Putting the abuse into perspective
-I love him, my heart broken with actions
-but mended with words
-Skipping a beat when I hear the beat of your ringtone
-You’ve walked on me for the last time
-Your fabricated words of love so heavy, trying to crack my hearts shield
-But not with those unloving actions administering this experience
-Each touch feels like silk, nothing can replace this exciting
-anxiety as it hits me in speeds like going through a wind tunnel.
-A part of me feels cheated, left with nothing to show but gray hairs
and my thoughts.
-My mind is this relationships backbone.
-My heart is this relationships cheerleader.
-Dancing, bouncing across walls. My picture perfect family
With too many blemishes.
-My heart, my mind, a divided partnership.
-With each thought moving me forward
-Each heart beat moving me backward
-A twisted dance created by insecurity masked in contentment